Emotions & Emoticons


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Life in a rear view mirror

When I drive my car..I sometimes feel confused about the message that objects in the rear view mirror are closer than they appear. Think in what I usually call the off road mode..Think about life..Think about you..Think what would have happened if you had some kind of a rear view mirror in place for your life..All those memories..Good-Bad or ugly will stand behind your shoulder ..pretty larger than they appear..I am not sure what would happen in case of a memory loss though..Well..keeping aside a broken funny bone which I have, I would say that the thing which I hate to have in life is a mirror..It reminds me that I am fat..It reminds me that I am haviing a bad hair day..It reminds me that everyday morning I am getting up..and going to work..all this and at the end of a day, It again reminds me “you are not what you think you are”.

Well..Not sure how I would react If I see that “bad memory stuff” standing behind my shoulder saying ooh-lala..


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A frothy stain

Freshly brewed was the last thought creeping
was dipressing, a bit lost as I always say
None trusted me, None got a glance of my seeing
to hell and beyond, thats just my way today

I love to say that I am dead and long gone
fact stays that I simply love to live along
But along came my new found wisdomed one
he made me strong and strength to get along

much like the coffee beans, so dark and brown
the soul was grey, wicked and worldy wise
in a body smiling and evil with a deadly frown
this was luxury, elegant and a void in poise

The froth talks of our ego, the stain its soul
what was once frowning, now a mere mark
a simple stain, with life’s meaning as a whole
we might need another noah or his famed ark

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Stained soul

The first shot of black coffee combined with a disaster struck news on a popular tv channel, made me realise how much a weakling I am.

A perfect Yes-Man and a down-to earth humble monger. Wow..I am so happy..So loyal and so much frightened..but..things were changing with the coffee sips to follow..Even though its an evolution..what I didnt notice was the stain this has left on my soul..Naah..am not going to listen to those endless sermons about cleaning the thoughts or to go through some book about improving my thinking skills..I believe that these would help only when I feel that there is a problem around me..

When am myself saying that I am aware of what I am, where does the problem lie. It has got nothing to do with the place of work or whom I work with..Its just that this is the way I am…

Now…just¬†a couple of questions…

Are you really happy…Are you satisfied..and finally Why are you doing this to yourself?