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Dried eyes and Dead emotions!!

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The struggle was ON..First it was his mother who was diagnosed with a deadly disease…she is a survivor…the treatment went on for an year..a devastated family and a diminishing fund..but they were limping back on..his job did take a hit..but things were not looking worse..life went on…and disaster struck again..it was his father this time…with a much serious case and needing urgent medical attention…and so the treatment started…all well…at least it looked so on the personal side…on the professional side, his work took a major hit and it sure was highlighted…An ailing family…A kid who was an year old…and the only support was his wife who was running around helping with the chores..late nights at the hospital leaving the little one and mother alone back at home…and things were just getting worse at the work place…

Spice is the flavor of life…I am sure those are not even closer to becoming sweet at times…but how can you feel up if there are no downs…

So..an organizational level change brought him to a new boss…a egoistic maniac…many in the team were old chaps and had known each other since ages…it took him a while to get accustomed to the folks around…also juggling the ongoing hurdles at home…then…what followed at work was a statement which wrecked his struggle and all the hopes…he was in a 3 month evaluation phase…post the phase its either an IN or an OUT…

Things started getting out of control…all alone…office…hospital..home…long chemotherapy sessions…fund gatherings…and a lost focus at work…his fathers health was deteriorating…he was slipping away…and his office thought that the time is right to improve his performance…so they added him to a performance improvement scheme…very well bound to go haywire…

His dad left for heavenly abode after much of a struggle…God bless the soul!!…

The struggle continued…all broken, lost and confused…when he got back the messenger of doom had this to say

“This was all decided..I wanted to tell you but unfortunately your father died!!!”

Needless to say…the 3 months went by…he did try but was not sufficient and failed…term over and as “mentioned” earlier during the “unfortunate” event which took place in his family…he had to quit…

The final lines of their meeting which took place to end the turmoil was…”So..How are you feeling now…”…frustrated and tired…the only thing in his mind and out on his lips were …”finally…its over…I can now go home and sleep”…and they “laughed”…

He was clueless and jobless for almost 3 months…moved houses to save on bills…had to cut down on many things…it was money which mattered most at that time…

and it clicked…

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New job…new city… but far from his family…the hollow ghosts of the cannibals were still haunting him…

Days, months and years went by…the struggle was now at both emotional and physical level…the pain of staying away from a kid who needs him the most and the travelling itself…

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God bless those fiery eyed demons…he can forgive the people in this mishap but can never forget them…The 3 asiatic kind and an American who spearheaded the showdown…

“Always ask for help..but don’t ask too much”

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Author: krishhna

an IT guy in the land of Medicines...Son of a lovely lady...Friend to another lady who calls me her husband and buddy to a li'l cuddly chubby boy...eehhee...love you guys!!!

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